Illusions

Funny how illusions allways break apart when you least expect it. And when they do, they bring to surface all of your repressed feelings, the ones you didn't want to have, to experience. Yet, it should be a good thing because you now know how you acctualy feel. Or then again, this may make you vulnerable.

Funny how illusions created by others make you borrow feelings and take for granted all that appears to be good.

Funny how all those people creating illusions end up being caught in their magic, and when the magic is gone they tend to hate all which enjoyed their illusion. Hard to make sense in a situation in which you thought you were in control, but which turns at you. It's hard to love when you know the one you love has cheated your beliefs and feelings. It's hard to make that decision to end it, when you've loved 3 years that person, no matter what she did. Yes, she, because it's allways about women. Women and their sadistic way of playing people around...

Have a nice ... something!

Love, love, love

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The closing of a chapter...

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(The memory remains. Hurting.)


I don't think it's going to happen anymore.
You took my thoughts from me.
Now I want nothing more.
And did you think you could just take it all away?

I don't think it's happ'ning, this is what I say.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
Leave me alone 'cause I found it all.
Twenty one, twenty one, twenty one...

So I don't think it's going to happen anymore.
I don't think it's going,
To happen anymore.

The Cranberries

I love...

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

I am

Your Rising Sign is Scorpio

You're so intense and passionate - you're on fire! You want to be an angel or a devil... you can't decide which. No wonder you seem moody and even a little dangerious. You've got some major mystery going on, so work it! Your personality is the strongest of all signs, making you hard to deal with. While you're ruthless to your enemies, you're loyal to your one true love.

What's Your Rising Sign?

I should rule over Mercury

You Should Rule Mercury

Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you.

What Planet Should You Rule?

Climbing from inside

There's danger when you dig
Deep into emotion, think I've dug too far
And I can't turn back now.
Strange kinds of feeling, climbing from inside
Is this what's called love, and why is it I hide?

All before my life, I've been shoved around
So I curse this scene around me
Need to bring that fence on down.
I want a ticket out to a new world
It's a world with you.
We'll celebrate our love

The two of us share something big and new
Cause you got to me, now I'm gonna get to you.
It's restless how I'm feeling
Sure can't call this home
I've got crazy indecision and it makes me want to roam

Underneath my skin, clouds are rolling through
This is scary stormy weather, it'd be a big rain without you
Climbing from inside
Oh you're on my mind

What kind of woman is this?

The gates of heaven must be open,
I think I saw an angel just walk by...
The gates of heaven must be open,
I think I saw an angel just walk by...

I heard a blind man screaming, say
Now there goes a site for my soar eyes
There goes a site for my soar eyes
Now there goes a site for my soar eyes

What kind of woman is this?

You should be locked up, pretty girl
In my bedroom with me
You should be locked up, pretty girl
In my bedroom with me

So we could do the same thing that Adam
Did under that old apple tree
What he did unde that apple tree
What he did unde that apple tree

All of my love

You just went by me someday,
Posing that bright smile of yours.
You just ran away today
And left me to count the hours.

You just hid away today
As I was looking for you;
And I just had to run away,
'Couse I can't go through!

_________________________
All of my love
All of my heart
Is for my dove
Just for my sweetheart
_________________________

I wished you'd say goodnight
That awfull lonely night.
I wished you'd just say "Hi"
The last second, the last time

(to be continued)

How many thank you's can you handle?

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Do you love your job?

Are you a workahoolic? Am I? Are we?